Dont Be So Paranoid

Valentine's Day is approaching us very soon and it comes to my attention that I don't have a

valentine this year. I thought I did have one a couple of weeks ago when me and a certain someone was together, but were not anymore. So now I'm feeling like Kanye on his "808 Heartbreaks" album, so what is this fly dude to do? Because I thought I was in love, but i guess not? I may have been really infatuated but I realized that real love goes know where.

Wikipedia says that:

• Love is any of a number of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection. The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure ("I loved that meal") to intense interpersonal attraction ("I love my wife"). This diversity of meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states.As an abstract concept, love usually refers to a deep, ineffable feeling of tenderly caring for another person. Even this limited conception of love, however, encompasses a wealth of different feelings, from the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love to the nonsexual emotional closeness of familial and platonic love to the profound oneness or devotion of religious love.

So after reading this, I felt like the only person I should be saying "I love you" to is God and my family. Because no matter what? The love you family and God has for you never leaves. And it's so true, I am so thankful for what God done for me in my life. He has blessed me with so many things, people, knowledge, money, and faith. That I am so grateful for what he has done for me, I thank him everyday and will be sure to do that tomorrow morning while I'm sitting in church. My faith, in the words of Kanye " is on a hundred, thousand, trillion" that I know he will bring me that special someone I can share the same love that I have with him. Because what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger! So with my previous losses, comes upcoming winnings. In conclusion February 14, 2009 I'm not going to worry about if I have a valentine or not, because as long as someone loves me I have everlasting valentines.

Trust in God, He always has your back!